Weekend Mornings

Numbing cold, 
slice of Hell, 
all alone, 
aimless, I dwell 

splitting headache, 
can't feel my ears, 
will I live to see 
another year? 

time is wasted, 
empty mind, 
hope is shattered 
but duty binds 

empty pages 
scattered books 
no answer for 
the help I took