Random untitled poem (kinda sucks)

All my life I've felt like an outcast,
never really belonging anywhere,
as a child of immigrants I've had my roots severed,
so that I'm neither from here nor from there

Over here my life is so much better,
as the rest of my people suffer from the remnants of a dark colonial past,

All my life I've been told I'm easily distracted,
my head in the clouds,
it's just that I've been thinking about the people who were once here,
when there were fields of corn all around,
the longhouses stood,
and peace was secured with wampum belts

You see, I'm done with the hypocrisy of the West,
how much it likes to pretend it's more morally enlightened than the rest

You can still imagine the hellish scene,
the people suffering from a foreign disease,
the babies crying through the night,
the children torn away from their parents,
never to hear their native tongue again,
they get Christianity rammed down their throats

Turn on the news and you'll see nothing's changed,
don't listen to the government when it says its policies about First Nations people are different,
you see, they still want them exterminated,
no one wants to deal with the indigenous problem anymore because it's such an inconvenience

Don't tell me that when I think of the time before Europeans came I'm idolizing the past,
Can't you see I'm not daydreaming idle dreams?
I'm dreaming for those who'll never dream again 

All my life I've been called too emotional,
as if I can never make a logically sound argument,
can anyone make an argument to justify genocide?

It's true I cry too easily, 
I don't know how to love another person without giving until I have nothing left to give,
but these emotions don't make me weak,
I have a heart and that's my strength,
I'll never comply and drop bombs from the skies because I was "just following orders"
so you can keep your lies

My parents are angered by my sadness,
they ask "how dare you aren't grateful when you have such a luxurious lifestyle?"
Can't you see that's exactly the problem?
Because every time I go back to visit my poor developing homeland I see crippled children with eyes bloodshot and I can count their ribs,
I see my people dehumanized because in this world European lives still matter more,
so many of my people are illiterate and suffering while I'm over here

I've lived here all my life,
if I went back I'd be seen as a foreigner,
but one day I want to go back any way and show them I've never forgotten my roots,
I know who I am,
everything I do is for them,
their joy mine,
their tears mine,
and if one day I'm actually successful in life somehow,
it will be a victory I win only for them

~

My reaction to the 'Sweden under Christianity and Sweden under paganism' meme & Allsherjargoðinn kvaddur

The dank meme above is trying to show how much Sweden benefited from Christianity. The anonymous national socialist who posted this dank meme said he'd choose pagan Sweden over modern Sweden any day. Pagan Sweden'd have "no third world hordes and cultural Marxism around." He is probably referring to how Sweden is becoming more multicultural these days. The immigrants are the 'third world hordes'. By 'cultural Marxism' he is referring to degenerate culture, how European people are influenced by the 'white guilt' media and are therefore less proud of their own culture. This same person protested recently against "white genocide" (try not to laugh when you read that) which he defines as people forcing immigration upon predominantly white countries. "No one tells African countries that they need more multiculturalism," he says.

Aiyaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! This person is a headache. 

So, I think that Christianity didn't really help Sweden like this dank meme suggests. In my opinion, it actually delayed scientific advancement. Norse paganism is better. Also, the real thing that has benefited Sweden and all other European countries is colonialism, which has caused predominantly white countries to be richer. The only reason people leave their countries is because they want their children and/or themselves to have better opportunities. Now, I think these people need to blame themselves for their 'immigration problem'. 

By the way, I am currently reading 'Mein Kampf' because the dank national socialist who posted the dank meme above told me to. It is very cringe-worthy.... but I do kinda like nationalism. To explain why.... here's a quote. The same guy who posted the meme said this in his 'stop white genocide' video: 

" It is not wrong to love your race and heritage. It is not wrong to be proud of who you are. It is not wrong to want to stick with your own people. In fact, it is the right thing to do. It is natural and it is healthy. Those who are against you sticking with your own racial group, your own heritage, are the ones who are truly racist. Stop white genocide! Diversity is a code word for white genocide!"

My Reaction: DAMN IT. THE QUOTE WAS SO GOOD UP UNTIL THOSE LAST TWO LINES ;_; ;_; ;_; ;_; 
You can see that the only reason why I said that I "do kinda like nationalism" was because I like the idea of people having pride in their culture. That of course doesn't mean I have to be a nazi. 

So many things to agree with yet so many things to hate about them, do you know what I mean? I'll post a book review on Mein Kampf once I'm done reading it.... the most controversial thing I've read since 'the Satanic Bible'. 

Sorry for ruining your day with my reaction to a meme. Here is some Icelandic folk music to cheer you up: 

I am done my ISP

ZOMG ISP ISP ISP ISP 
X-D

After months of procrastination, I am done!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

It is going to be presented by me on June 9th. 

Click this link if you have no idea what I'm talking about

I'm really excited to present. I just have to write a bibliography and rehearse it and I'll be ready. We got it assigned to us on February 26th!! We got waaaaaaaaaaaaay more time than Gwaebee's class. Gwaebee is doing hers on witchcraft. I bet her interactive activity is to go on a witch hunt and burn their faces off.

Some other topics that people have chosen are: human evolution(cool), meditation, music therapy, animal cruelty, hockey( -_- ), invasive species, hygiene (wwhhhy??!?!?), Greek mythology (omg there's more to ancient Greece than its mythology and more to mythology than ancient Greek mythology. why'd you pick this?!), weapons (how nice), dreams (no one understands those :P) and mantis shrimps!!!!

Gwaebee's class had no time limit. Damon had a 2 hour presentation.

We have a time limit though -_- 25-30 minutes :'( I'm sure mine is going to surpass that. Mine is probably 40-45 minutes long X.x

The only other time we got to do these was grade 4 but back then it wasn't as flexible and we couldn't just pick anything we wanted. It had to be an ancient civilization, culture, or god. That's SO AWESOME still though. Would you believe me if I said I didn't do the Mexica back then?! 'cause I'm such a non-conformist that I don't do what others do and some person was already doing them :( so in grade 4 I did it on the Yoruba people. (no one in the class knew who they were. ha!!)

I decided to keep my topic a secret until now.

Ok this year for my ISP I'm doing this thing on white supremacy. I guess its an original/interesting topic but all the topics were so good this year.

its a depressing topic though.

bye, folks!!