Showing posts with label free writing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label free writing. Show all posts

Friday, August 25, 2023

The Red Lynx (idk if I will expand this into a novella later. for now, it is a random story)

    Mara knew her daughter was different from others from the moment she was born. A weak and sickly child, Nali had been perhaps half the weight a newborn infant ought to be at the time of her birth. She had all the typical features of the Kuralic people; wiry, black hair, olive skin and large, amber eyes. Yet the way she often gazed into the distance for hours in complete silence gave Mara the uncanny feeling that she could see things that others could not. 

Nali’s frequent, debilitating fevers and her quiet, submissive disposition made Mara overprotective. She did not wish to let the fragile child attend one of the strict schools in Sylvania, a land where neither mother nor daughter were from and where they found themselves most lonely as they resided there against their will. Corporal punishment and school bullies would have done Nali no good. And Mara, fearing also the bears and wolves of the densely-wooded Sylvania decided it would be simplest to totally ban Nali from leaving the house.

From then on, Mara’s sole mission became to provide the child an upbringing that would feel like being confined to a gilded palace. She tutored her in lyre-playing and reciting Kuralic love poems, which so often described the eyes of their women as resembling honey or gold when illuminated by the sun. Of history and politics, Mara taught the child nothing. She could not stand the thought of Nali ever knowing that bad things befell the good, that the sun shines on both the just and unjust. She prayed to the goddess Nerukia that her daughter would never have to wonder why the powerful can never be touched, that it is usually the ones you love the most who betray your trust, and that she would never know how sometimes love could hurt so much. 

So the girl hardly knew of the existence of other countries, other than their distant homeland of Kural and that it had been subsumed by an empire called Aradala. Mara distorted this to sound like a peaceful takeover rather than a bloody conquest, and did not mention that the Aradalans were now trying to take over Sylvania. 

Nali’s only assigned chore around the house was to ring the bells near Nerukia’s altar every day and say a few words of gratitude to the goddess.

She did this right before her mother left for the marketplace in the morning. Mara spent her days trying to convince Sylvanians of the value of Kuralic goods so that she could feed her child. Sacred heirlooms were seen as mere trinkets and curiosities. Every day, it seemed like the locals were becoming more hostile to her as the influence of Aradala’s dark shadow expanded.

“You spineless Kurals need to go back to where you came from. We don’t have the resources to provide for you lazy people. We have our own problems to worry about,” said a seller of animal hides. Knives and hide scrapers hung from her belt. It was clear she had to do the hunting, tanning and processing of hides all by herself. Mara decided the lady must be acting out because of stress.  

There was no way for Mara to return to her homeland like the woman suggested. It had been reduced to ruins, and she believed it would not be long before people spoke of Kural as an ancient civilization if it was ever mentioned at all. The few native inhabitants who had not managed to flee the country were killed at whim by their overlords or enslaved.  

“The Aradalan army was no match for you pathetic people who spend all your time worshiping your ugly goddess, but we Sylvanians would not give up so easily,” said an old woman.

Nerukia’s head was a skull. Devotees were not supposed to be attached to physical beauty, but Mara had to pretend not to hear this gross ignorance about the complexities of her religion. 

Finally, there was a woman who seemed to be interested in Mara’s snake-shaped brooch. It once belonged to Mara’s great grandmother, and Mara used to long for the day when she could pass them down to her own daughter. Snakes were also a sacred animal in Kuralic religion, and Nerukia was often depicted with a serpent around her neck. But it was more important for Nali to eat than it was for her to own a brooch. 

“I do collect artifacts from vanquished races, so this would be a perfect addition,” said the Sylvanian woman. She ended up paying the price of a fish for what would have been valued so much in Mara’s culture.

 Later that day, Mara tried to be grateful for what she had as she took home a trout. It would at least be a nutritious meal for her daughter. She was pleased to find Nali sitting in front of the idol of Nerukia in quiet devotion. 

But poor Mara, who did not want her daughter to have to do anything more strenuous than ring a bell, could not protect the child from harm even within her own house. 

When Nali finished the trout, Mara advised her not to dispose of the bones. “We will make a necklace for the Nerukia idol out of fishbone. This was a common practice back in Kural. Our goddess is also known as the Skeletal Lady, and is fond of offerings of handmade bone jewelry.” 

“Okay mom,” said Nali. But the child had hardly gotten out of her seat when she collapsed on the floor without warning. 

Mara screamed and broke into tears. “Nali? Nali, my heart, answer me. What has happened, my precious jewel?” She fell to her knees, and placed the child’s head on her lap. Still, there was no response or stirring from Nali, and her body felt dreadfully cold. Mara’s mind raced for possible explanations. Food poisoning? Choking on a fishbone? She did not have much time to process what had happened, for all of a sudden came a dreadful sound. Like the ringing of a prayer bell but much louder, and then the room started filling up with an eerie red gas. 

Instinctively, she knew she was dealing with something otherworldly. Mara had plenty of spiritual knowledge. She had administered charms and potions back in Kural, and knew of the lore of Nerukia and the lesser deities. But this was a land where her magic did not work and her knowledge meant nothing. 

She was poor and helpless and a foreigner, and did not understand why the local spirits would deem her worthy of their attention. She feared that she had somehow angered them greatly. But what could she have possibly done? She was not a greedy Aradalan invader. 

Her vision blurred by tears, Mara looked down at Nali, whose eyes were closed. She almost seemed to be asleep, except that her chest was not rising and falling and so Mara feared she was not breathing.

The red gas grew thicker. Mara was hardly surprised when a being of some kind began to appear, knowing that something horrible and supernatural was unfolding before her. 

She was a feline creature, not a humanoid. All Sylvanian spirits and deities were animal-like, Mara knew. As the cat materialized, Mara could see that she had bright, red fur. She was as feral as the lynxes of the nearby forests, with long whiskers and tufts of fur coming out of her ears. Upon her head grew a pair of antlers as large as a stag’s. And she had three eyes, two yellow ones and a larger, red one on her forehead. At first, Mara thought this was some kind of fire spirit, judging by the red fur. But as the feline came closer, she noticed webbed feet that left a trail of water on the ground as the red gas thinned. There was a row of wide, blue spines down the creature’s back. And the final detail that Mara noticed, a scaly tail like a mermaid’s, confirmed that this was an aquatic spirit. 

Mara began to beg and plead. “Feline water goddess, please have mercy on us. If we have angered you in some way, please smite me, not my daughter.” But the creature only stared at Mara with her yellow eyes, while her third eye was fixed upon Nali. “We are newcomers and have not learned the ways of your country, forgive us.” Her daughter remained still and lifeless in her arms. “Everything that I love, that I would die for, is within her. I am nothing without her. I am prepared to endure the worst torture if you let her go free, to be your slave if necessary.” 

Nali began to stir now. But instead of feeling relief, Mara’s heart filled with dread when she realized that although the child was moving, she was not alive. “No! Please don’t do this,” she begged the cat, “let her go.” She was horrified by the thought of her daughter under demonic possession. 

Nali’s eyes opened and were now bright yellow, like the cat’s. Mara shrieked when her daughter made eye contact with her. “No. No! I’ll be your slave. I’ll be your slave for eternity. Please-”

“Cease your babbling, fool.” Nali spoke in the feline’s voice while the feline herself paced around the room. 

Mara could only whimper.

“The girl is mine now. I will make her do my bidding. She will fight for Sylvania, against all the enemies of this land.” Nali got up, eyes ablaze. This new voice seemed so sinister, so terribly suited to the child.

“My only child…” Mara’s voice trailed off.

“And did you ever stop and think of my child? I am known to my people as the Mother of the Waters. That’s why Sylvanians always dump fish bones back into the water after they eat them. It is I who reanimate the bones of my children, so that there is always a steady number of fish in the water. But what have you done, foreigner? You’ve devoted the bones to your horrible skeletal lady. Now I can not reanimate them. You took my child, so I’ll take yours.” The creature’s voice thundered from within the child. 

“All this… is because of a fish bone?” Mara blinked in disbelief. 

“You are a fool. You do not understand our ways. Nevermind, this child is mine. But her frail body is of no use to me right now. I will return again, once she is older. But do not forget that she does not belong to you.” With this, Nali fell to the ground in a coughing fit as her eyes changed back to their natural amber shade. Mara rushed to comfort her. 

The creature, while using Nali to speak, had been licking her own paw in the most domestic catlike manner. She turned around, and, dragging her mermaid’s tail behind on the floor, disappeared as she crept away. 

 Nali moaned. 

“Nali! My soft dove!” Mara embraced her in relief. 

“I had the most terrible dream about… a cat?” said Nali. Although she was no longer possessed, she seemed very ill. But her mother was not unused to her being feverish. She tucked her into bed after making her some tea.

“Sleep now, my true love. That whole business about the cat was just a dream. It can’t hurt you,” said Mara. In her blind motherly devotion, it seemed she was always obscuring reality to protect her child. 

Mara nursed Nali for several days, throughout which she did not want to leave the child’s side for even a second and kept holding her hand. Then just as Nali began to feel well again one day, it was Mara who fell ill. Her nine year old daughter was not well-prepared for handling tasks other than the ringing of the bell. The mother’s condition only grew worse by the day, her temperature rising, and she also lost her hearing. This meant that she did not hear the sound of Sylvanians blowing into conch shells one morning to warn of an Aradalan raid, and she did not know how to instruct Nali on how to flee to a safe place. 

Nali seemed mesmerized by the conch shell trumpeting. She did not register it as a sign of danger. 

Sylvanian militias fended off the worst attackers. Much of the valuable stores of copper, obsidian and red flint tools were lost. But no Sylvanians were killed or carried off as slaves. Needless to say, the militias did not care to defend the row of huts where Kuralic people were taking refuge. It only took one Aradalan soldier in gleaming armor to carry off Nali from the screaming but helpless Mara. 

The mother died after the raid. Whether of heartbreak or of her illness, it could not be determined. 

Nine years old, weak, ignorant of history and geography, and incompetent in any useful skills, Nali was taken to Aradala to be a slave. Her frequent illnesses and her tendency to bungle simple tasks led to many beatings, but somehow she lived to adulthood. In fact, her natural submissiveness meant that she was not seen as a threat, and she became a palace attendant to peel the grapes of the Aradalan nobility. For such a pathetic creature, no better end can be hoped for. 

Sunday, June 21, 2020

Aztec historical flash

Mexico- 1450 AD 

My mother's people belong to the desert. There are not a lot of people in our village. We live on what we hunt- deer, rabbits, and wild turkeys. Our priests chew peyote and recieve visions to guide us. The chief of our village is a generous man. He has a bobcat pelt draped around his shoulders.

My father's people further south who live in big cities call us the Chichimeca, which means "dog people." They think of us less civilized as them because we sometimes move with the seasons and don't stay in one place for long. We just have a different way of life as them. 

One day, my father announced that he was tired of the desert. "There's nothing to see here but sand and cacti. Coyotl, my son, you're a man now. You're 15 summers old. I think it's time to take you on a visit to my country." 

My younger siblings were jealous of me, as none of them had ever left the desert before. My mother was happy for me, saying it's important for young men to see the world. She gave my father a kiss, and soon I was on my way with him to his hometown: the great city of Tenochtitlan. 

We travelled by foot for most of the way. My father knew exactly what inns to stop at. He used to be a merchant a long time ago, so he had a lot of experience with travelling all over the region on business trips on behalf of Tenochtitlan. 

We made a pit stop in the Otomí lands. "They make the best octli here, son." He let me try some of the intoxicating drink because he said I was old enough to handle it. I winced at the taste. My father laughed and said there would be far better things to eat and drink in Tenochtitlan. 

When we got closer to our destination, we got on board a canoe. I nearly tipped it over in excitement when I saw Tenochtitlan on the horizon. 

It looked like a city for gods. A huge temple-pyramid was in the heart of the city, and it was the most massive thing I'd ever seen. It was constructed with such care and beauty. It seemed like a giant mountain to me with its summit above the clouds. 

When we got closer to the city, I could that there were thousands of canoes. Indeed, the most common way of getting around in Tenochtitlan was by canoe. The whole city was built on a lake, so there were more canals than streets. Hundreds of engineers were tasked with the job of keeping the buildings safe from floods. 

We rowed past the chinampas- gardens that floated on the lakewater. They grew crops there like maize and beans. 

Finally, my father took me to a splendid, bustling marketplace. It was full of everything you could imagine. I went up to a food stall and ordered a tamale- maize dough mixed with chillis and wrapped inside a corn husk. It tasted delicious. 

My father bought a bracelet made of shark teeth that was made by a coastal people I'd never heard of. "Your mother will love this," he said. 

I shuddered when I saw a stall that sold pelts from a fierce animal called a jaguar. They were from the hot Mayan lands in the south, full of jungles and powerful city-states. 

No one thought I was strange, even though I clearly looked foreign and I was not very good at speaking Nahuatl. They were used to getting travellers from all over the world. 

When it was time to leave the magnificent city, I was full of stories to tell my younger siblings. Tenochtitlan was an incredible place, but I was starting to miss them and my mom. 

"I've travelled far and wide," said my dad. "But there's no place like home."

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Your Texts (a cringy poem)

I know my heart is a silly thing, 
for there is no explanation, 
as to why I giggle and blush,
and lose my senses,
At something so small,
as the way you text, 

I analyze your emojis,
like an archaeologist,
deciphering an ancient script, 
what do the symbols mean? 

:)   <3   :D   xD   OwO 

And sometimes when you are passionate about something you start writing in long paragraphs like these. You take the time to send me such detailed messages sometimes when I ask you about history or politics or some other topic you are knowledgeable on. And you're so smart. 

But sometimes you don't text back for days,
I long for your messages,
but I get it,
you're busy, 
and I should really get a life,
instead of waiting for your texts 

... 

OMG you're typing something! 
 

Friday, May 29, 2020

Letters to Tess: A COVID-19 Story

Saturday May 2nd, 2020

Dear Tess,

Hi. How are you? I'm writing to check up on you. I hope everything is well and you're safe, because this pandemic is crazy!

So, what have you been doing during quarantine? Binge-watching shows? Let me know if you have any recommendations. Maybe we can watch them together over video chat. A quarantine video chat sounds super fun. What do you say?

Me, I've mostly been doing crafts. I did some embroidery and cross-stitching. I can teach you how to if you don't know. I made a really cool peacock feather design. I'm curious to know how you're doing, so please write back soon.

Sincerely,
Nim



Sunday May 10th, 2020

Dear Tess,

You know, quarantine may suck for people, but it's great for pets! My cats love all the extra attention they've been getting. When things open up again, maybe you can come over and play with them like you used to. Then we can watch InuYasha, because that anime rocks. I heard they are making a new series about Sesshomaru and his daughter.

Today I baked some chocolate chip cookies. I saved some for you. I'll leave them outside your house just like I did with the letter I wrote for you last week. I'll tape this week's letter to the box. You can disinfect the box to be extra careful. In case you're wondering, the recipe is super simple. It only requires five ingredients:

  • 1/2 cup butter, softened 
  • 1 & 1/4 cups flour 
  • 1 egg 
  • 3/4 cups brown sugar 
  • 3/4 cups chocolate chips 

Mix these in a bowl to make some dough. Then make small balls with the dough, place them on a baking tray, and bake for 15-30 minutes. Enjoy!

Your friend,
Nim



Text message/SMS 
To: Nim 
From: Tess 
 11/05/2020 
 1:26 AM 

 Nim, I don't want to sound harsh, but we aren't friends anymore. I didn't know how to respond to your first letter. I was hoping you would stop writing to me, but you didn't. Please stop sending me letters. Our friendship is over because of the decisions you made. 

 And don't think you can bribe me to talk to you with gifts. I didn't even touch those chocolate chip cookies. Don't you know friendships take more effort than that? I'm sorry you're lonely, but maybe you should've thought about that before you made such bad choices. Now stop looking for ways to contact me. 



Saturday May 23, 2020 

Dear Tess, You don't want to be friends anymore? Fine. FINE! Just know you'll never find another friend as loyal and caring as me. You may think you have it all; good looks, good grades, a social life and an impressive resume. But all your new college friends are shallow and basic with boring interests, just like you. 

This will be my last letter to you. Don't come crying back to me once you realize I'm way better than all your other friends. I'm blocking your number and deleting all your texts. Bye! 


Saturday May 30 2020 

Dear Tess, 

Okay, I'm sorry about how rude my last letter was. The truth is, you're a way better person than me. I'm just a loser. A good-for-nothing, pathetic waste of oxygen. You're better-looking, more hardworking, more popular and have way better social skills than me. There's no question that you'll be the one who's the more successful and rich one between the two of us. Right now I'm lonely with no friends, but I'm sure you get messages from people every day. Maybe not letters left on your doorstep like these, but definitely texts. And likes and comments on Instagram. 

You're right, you don't need someone like me ruining your shine. I'm stupid and ugly anyway, the complete opposite of you. 

Farewell, 
Nim 

 Text message/SMS 
To: Nim 
From: Tess 
 31/05/2020  
 2:46 AM 

This is getting creepy. Look, I'm not sure if you understand this, but this is harassment. 

 Actually, scratch that, I'm sure you understand. Because I've made myself very clear. I don't want to talk to you. I don't hate you or anything. I just want us to go our separate ways. 

 Threatening me or guilt-tripping me isn't going to work. One of my new friends who I met in my college program told me to watch out for exactly this, that the pandemic will have all sorts of toxic people from my past trying to wiggle their way back into my life. I'm not going to fall for this manipulative behavior. 

 Besides, I have too much going on right now to worry about your feelings. This pandemic has been rough for me and my family. Why should I care about you when you clearly don't care about me or my feelings and how you hurt me? Things between us can never go back to normal. Maybe the whole world will never go back to normal. 

 So, Nim? It's time to move on.


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END

Author's note: Please give me your criticism, even if it's harsh. I intend to keep on revising this piece. Photos from Pexels. 

Monday, December 9, 2019

Writing about Writing

To my loyal fans,

yer girl has been accepted for a writing position in the arts category of INKspire magazine. So stay tuned for more exciting updates on that :) .

Also, I had my article published in a University of Toronto publication (there are lots of student-run magazines and newspapers that get funding from U of T. Some of them have very specific topics.) The magazine that published my work is U of T's bilingual magazine, La Mosaic. They publish articles in both English and French about Francophone arts and culture. If you would like to check out the whole Autumn 2019 edition, here's the online pdf: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1xjum1L3rzYKIidQUEQJaVCh_Co3FE4W2/view?usp=sharing
My article is on page 17 and 18 of the magazine.

This year,  I've really decided I'm going to "hustle" and try to get my worked published in as many places as possible. I'll be writing articles, poems and stories in any magazine, newspaper or online publication that will let me. I'll always tell my blog followers about my work so that they can read it. I'll also try to enter in writing contests. I'm going to try to be disciplined and work on my writing every day. The advantage to having this kind of writing system is that it means I will add a lot of new material to a portfolio. Unfortunately, it also means that I'm probably not going to have time to work on longer, more personal projects like the kind I do for self-expression and not really for the purpose of sharing with other people. This includes things like novels or poetry collections that are really personal. But hopefully eventually I can work on those things.

Look, if you want to make money from writing or you want to be able to flex on people by introducing yourself as a writer at parties, you're going to have to work for it. If you want to be a grant writer, you need to start small and work unpaid or low-salary jobs first in order to establish your reputation. Grant writing is an extremely competitive field and it's not for people who get discouraged easily or who don't have a strong work ethic.

For those of you who take the time to read my writing and tell me what you think about it, even if you don't like it, thank you so much! It means a lot to me.

Wednesday, October 2, 2019

Another 5 minute word sprint completely unfiltered/unedited, this time with a very vague prompt

prompt: compare academic writing to creative writing 

How could someone be so perfect? She kept on wondering to herself ever since she saw the boy on the Subway. It was just a quick glimpse really. He got off in a few stops and she was sitting too far away from him to initiate a casual conversation. He had a laptop open on his lap, appearing to do a delicate task. His brow furrowed with concentration. Minutes later, his phone rang, and the boy put the call on speaker phone for a few moments. Perhaps it was by accident. 

“Well Shapla, are you just going to compose scores all day?” 

It occurred to her that the boy had been writing music. Perhaps it may not seem remarkable to some, but it did to her. It was like seeing someone read a contemporary fiction novel on a cafe or park bench. She couldn’t explain it, but she loved the feeling of people doing something which they loved. Not for school assignments. Not for money. Just spending time on anything but their phones or on their biological needs. It was like a romantic relationship with oneself.

5 minute word sprint completely unfiltered/unedited

Contemplation. How I wish I had more time for contemplation. It is supposed to be the highest kind of human activity, and can only be done once one is free from necessity. Wasn’t it the goal of the ancient man to never have to work again? To focus on art and political action and ideas. It is what makes us human. Yet isn’t it strange that science, technology, and political institutions are making us even less human? We see them as signs of progress. But they take away what’s really important. They leave us with no time for contemplation. All that matters to me is art. And when I’m in love, all that matters to me is art and love. Yet women should never lose their identities when they are in love. Any love that requires us to sacrifice who we are isn’t worth it. Don’t compromise your morals. Be unshakable and firm in your principles. Or else what’s the point? My life has always been lonely. No siblings and only a few friends. Yet how many times have I sat down, with a storm in my mind, only to be interrupted by biological necessity?